today went by pretty fast. i was in the music building for a large part of my day. i had an EM test today, that so far i know i missed one problem, it was stupid too, i was supposed to do G phrygian, but for some reason miscalculated from E and see, now i can answer it, since E has G sharp, and E flat has G, the key signature for G phrygian is B, E, and A flat. Man, i feel like a dummie for missing that. oh well, i still feel pretty confident about the rest of the stuff, i hope that was the only thing i missed, i can't afford to make to low of a grade because of my initial 61! damn it! well anywhoot. after the test i went to the Mac Lab and browesd the net with a mac computer, and man... i'm begining to not necessarily like macs... but i'm accepting it lol.
i finaly came back to my dorm at one thirty pretty much to say bye to brian since he went to san antonio once again. i slept for a while, then checked my email, then prepared for marching band. i left for marching band at around 4 and was fortunate enough to catch mark rod. before he left so i was able to get a ride from him.
practice was ok, i mean, after the first water break i began to mess up bit by bit, my mind wasn't all there idk. then after the second water break, i totaly lost it, my mind was all over the place, from, i wonder how many years these guys have been playing, or i wonder how many ppl in the school of music have had the same, or similar music experience as i have, to i wonder what michan is doing right now, or man, i want to be with michan, or the one that came back alooot, man, i wish michan was here so we could hang out... but yea, once my mind wandered about i couldn't hit any sets, i couldn't play any music, i couldn't concentrate. on the last run through i said to myself... "ok, don't think about anything if that helps, but try to focus more" so ok, i first started thinking about the drill, but little by little my attention was all over the place, i couldn't think then, i tried to control that by not thinking, and so that wasn't pretty, i got stepped on several times, and missed two visuals, plus missed alot of notes on the music, plus missed alot of sets. shit i was pissed of at myself, not even when i think about michan the whole time do i fuck up this bad, but today it was just lack of concentration, i couldn't focus at all...
so after practice i went to max's birthday party, and it sucked balls, the life of the party arrived just as my car ride decided to leave... man i was pissed! in Will's words "Balls!"

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